{"id":3269,"date":"2026-07-10T22:52:30","date_gmt":"2026-07-10T19:52:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/87-yasindaki-yasli-kadina-bakmam-icin-ise-alindigim-ilk-gun\/"},"modified":"2026-07-10T22:52:30","modified_gmt":"2026-07-10T19:52:30","slug":"87-yasindaki-yasli-kadina-bakmam-icin-ise-alindigim-ilk-gun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/87-yasindaki-yasli-kadina-bakmam-icin-ise-alindigim-ilk-gun\/","title":{"rendered":"87 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131na bakmam i\u00e7in i\u015fe al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk g\u00fcn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-1875\" src=\"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1-212.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"673\" height=\"424\" \/ loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"max-width:100%;height:auto;\" srcset=\"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1-212.jpg 673w, https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1-212-300x189.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 673px) 100vw, 673px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>87 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131na bakmam i\u00e7in i\u015fe al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk g\u00fcn kollar\u0131ndaki morluklar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u00e7im buz kesti \ud83e\udd76\u26a0\ufe0f herkes \u201cya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor\u201d diyordu\u2026 ama gece odas\u0131na gizlice yerle\u015ftirdi\u011fim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kamera ertesi sabah bana \u00f6yle bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc g\u00f6sterdi ki, kayd\u0131 sonuna kadar izleyemedim \ud83d\ude31<br \/>\u0130lk morlu\u011fu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde elim havada kald\u0131.<br \/>Sabah banyosu i\u00e7in Nermin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n h\u0131rkas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmas\u0131na yard\u0131m ediyordum. \u0130ncecik kolu avucumun i\u00e7inde neredeyse ku\u015f kemi\u011fi gibiydi. Ama bile\u011finin etraf\u0131ndaki koyu mor iz, ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla bir yere \u00e7arpmas\u0131 gibi de\u011fildi.<br \/>Parmak izi gibiydi.<br \/>\u201cBunu nas\u0131l yapt\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d diye sordum, sesimi olabildi\u011fince yumu\u015fak tutarak.<br \/>Nermin Han\u0131m g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Aynadaki yans\u0131mas\u0131na bakt\u0131, sonra da sanki fayanslarda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en \u00f6nemli s\u0131rr\u0131 yaz\u0131yormu\u015f gibi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<br \/>\u201cBen sakar\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m,\u201d dedi. \u201cSeksen yedi ya\u015f kolay de\u011fil.\u201d<br \/>Kap\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda o\u011flu Murat Bey\u2019in sesi duyuldu.<br \/>\u201c\u0130la\u00e7 saatini ka\u00e7\u0131rmay\u0131n. Annem bazen abart\u0131r. Her \u015feye al\u0131n\u0131r.\u201d<br \/>\u0130nsan kendi annesinden b\u00f6yle bahsedince odan\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Tabii insanl\u0131k bunu da ba\u015farm\u0131\u015f, tebrikler bize.<br \/>Murat Bey zengin, d\u00fczg\u00fcn giyimli, saatine bakan, her c\u00fcmlesini emir gibi kuran bir adamd\u0131. Beni ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ad\u0131m\u0131 bile sormadan, \u201c\u00d6ncekiler gibi duygusal davranmay\u0131n. Annemin bak\u0131ma ihtiyac\u0131 var, sohbet arkada\u015f\u0131na de\u011fil,\u201d demi\u015fti.<br \/>Ama Nermin Han\u0131m sohbet istemiyordu.<br \/>Korkmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<br \/>\u0130lk g\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fleden sonra \u00e7ay fincan\u0131 elinden kay\u0131p hal\u0131ya d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcnce Murat Bey salona \u00f6yle bir girdi ki, kad\u0131nca\u011f\u0131z daha \u00f6z\u00fcr bile dileyemeden titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\u201cAnne, yine mi?\u201d dedi di\u015flerinin aras\u0131ndan. \u201cBir fincan\u0131 tutmak bu kadar m\u0131 zor?\u201d<br \/>Ben hemen diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcp hal\u0131y\u0131 temizledim. Nermin Han\u0131m parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 omzuma hafif\u00e7e dokundurdu. O dokunu\u015fta te\u015fekk\u00fcrden \u00e7ok ba\u015fka bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<br \/>Yard\u0131m isteyip de ses \u00e7\u0131karamayan insanlar\u0131n sessizli\u011fi.<br \/>\u0130kinci g\u00fcn yeni morluklar g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Omzunda, s\u0131rt\u0131nda, bileklerinde. Her biri ba\u015fka renkteydi. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 eski, baz\u0131lar\u0131 tazeydi. Ona yine sordum.<br \/>Bu kez g\u00f6zleri doldu.<br \/>\u201cBaz\u0131 evlerde kap\u0131lar d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya de\u011fil, insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine kapan\u0131r,\u201d dedi f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla.<br \/>Tam o anda Murat Bey i\u00e7eri girdi. Nermin Han\u0131m hemen sustu.<br \/>O gece eve giderken akl\u0131m orada kald\u0131. K\u0131z\u0131m uyurken y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m ve kendime ayn\u0131 soruyu sordum: \u201cYa o kad\u0131n benim annem olsayd\u0131?\u201d<br \/>Ertesi sabah k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kamera ald\u0131m. Nermin Han\u0131m uyurken, yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve kap\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6ren eski bir aile foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131na yerle\u015ftirdim. Bunu yapmak do\u011fru muydu bilmiyordum. Ama hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapmamak daha yanl\u0131\u015f geliyordu.<br \/>Ertesi g\u00fcn erkenden gelip haf\u0131za kart\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m. Alt kattaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck banyoya kapand\u0131m. Ellerim titreyerek kayd\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<br \/>Saat 02.13\u2019te odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<br \/>Ekrana yakla\u015f\u0131nca nefesim kesildi.<br \/>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u00e7eri giren ki\u015fi Murat Bey de\u011fildi.<br \/>B\u00f6l\u00fcm 2&#8230;<br \/>Hikaye hen\u00fcz bitmedi! di\u011fer sayfada<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>87 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131na bakmam i\u00e7in i\u015fe al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk g\u00fcn kollar\u0131ndaki morluklar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce i\u00e7im buz kesti \ud83e\udd76\u26a0\ufe0f herkes \u201cya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor\u201d diyordu\u2026 ama gece odas\u0131na gizlice yerle\u015ftirdi\u011fim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kamera ertesi sabah bana \u00f6yle bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc g\u00f6sterdi ki, kayd\u0131 sonuna kadar izleyemedim \ud83d\ude31\u0130lk morlu\u011fu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde elim havada kald\u0131.Sabah banyosu i\u00e7in Nermin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n h\u0131rkas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmas\u0131na yard\u0131m ediyordum. \u0130ncecik [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3269","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-foto-galeri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3269","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3269"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3269\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3269"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3269"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/haberettim.com\/haber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3269"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}